So this is my first blog on here, after my short time on Tumblr as a "blogger".
Basically, my blog will be an insight into the shit that goes on in my head, I can't keep track, so I'll take a guess that you won't be able to either.
Right now I'm a bit stressed, which is very rare. I need to plan everything out, including my life. Which, at the moment my plan for this is utterly none existent, for the first time ever.
Yes, I understand I am young and have nothing holding me down, but I want to do too many things and see too many places. Many people are aware of how indecisive I am, and this is the first time in my life that this is causing me "proper" problems. I'm coming up to the end of studying my A-Levels (8 days left to be exact) and the usual choice would be to go to university or get a full time job. Both of which I have decided I was going to do, but me being me, I obviously changed my mind. I want to go somewhere. Not to like, the end of the my street but somewhere far. Thailand/Australia... anywhere! I am currently waiting for the phone call to tell me if I am going to work at DisneyLand Paris, but this uncertainty does not put my head at rest, one little bit. Its like my whole life has gone on hold.
Also, the fact I have no idea what career I want to go into, does not help me. In the past month I have wanted to be an Events Manager, Tour Director, Police Officer (wtf?), Personal Assistant and now I am leaning towards the idea of being a Theatre Critic.
That would be 'The Dream', I would love it. Getting paid to go and watch shows.... wow. I shan't get started on my love of theatre now though, as it's getting late and I know that will put you to sleep once and for all. But this is my new choice, and I want to do it.... until maybe next week, when I will no doubt change my mind, again.
I should stop thinking about this, I've told myself I should only focus on the near future to put my mind at ease. Which at the moment leaves me highly excited for two trips to London in two weeks. Amazing. Which should take my mind off my exams which also start next week.
That reminds me, revision is sadly calling my name.
You know your going insane when you personify your textbook.
Bye for now,
Lucy x
I don't know why you said this would put us to sleep on Twitter - loser. This is a great first post! Do you enjoy writing? Because you're good at it! I've said before i've got my fingers crossed for you regarding the Paris job, but if that plan doesn't present itself, don't stop. If a Theatre Critic is your 'dream', then do that! Don't sit there idle and doing nothing. If you know that's what you want to do in life, get moving! Good luck for your exams, this revision hell won't last any longer. And trust me, it's the best feeling afterwards! You know where I am. Rebecca x
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